'life's a joke, and i'm laughing all the way through it'

somehow i've been able to get thru life by being fake serious about things. like i go full throttle into something and once it's completed i lay back and enjoy the ride. right now i'm in a position where i have to go full throttle again. i actually think in a twisted way i like each of them equally. i like organising applications and selling myself, once i've sold myself through being fake serious, then i can lay back and enjoy the ride again. i will never rescind my manta, 'life's a joke, and i'm laughing all the way through it'. i like zaadz because i'm not as popular as myspace, i don't have to be earth shatteringly witty.